- My dearest friends I would like to wish each and everyone of my readers Happy New Year, This year I decided one of my New Year resolutions was to bake more as I love cooking, I decided to learn to bake like an Indo-British lady. This is my first cake for the year, it still needs a more professional look but thank God my family liked it.
- In Genesis when Lord God created the earth, flora and fauna he took a break on the Sabbath day, I wonder and hypothetically speaking if God went for a walk had a black coffee and some fruit, sitting on a rock sipping his coffee and thinking about not just about creation but eschatologically looking into the future, we all know God is omnipotent and all powerful, omniscient and all knowing and omnipresent and present everywhere,
- Did the lord God weigh the pros and cons of creating mankind, when we bake cake we weigh the eggs, flour, butter and sugar, was creating the earth like baking a cake, the colours of the earth, trees and also seas, did he imagine the end product with his fingers crossed and eyes shut praying let it all go well yet in the future he saw the most perfect world, but the process of that perfect world was time, as mankind was going through the baking process and still we are in God’s celestial oven, when the perfect Lord God Jesus comes again this imperfect world will disappear the perfect will appear, we are going for a universal celestial ride before we enter the perfect world the Lord God has prepared for imperfect people like you and me, when the time comes this new world will be way past our imagination, when I baked this cake there was shifting of flour, weighing the ingredients and when the cake came out of the oven it was still not finished, it still needed the icing of imagination and tender loving care that only the lord God can give us, there will be no more sorrow or crying in the new world as we await this new life let us just be like a yellow sunflower basking in the sunshine of God’s word and presence with a piece of cake and coffee, or whatever you like to eat not just the word of God to nourish our spirit man but also food to nourish our physical bodies.
- God Bless
- From just a housewife
Alone she sat looking out the window in the train wondering where,? Why?, how?, will she ever, ?as she looked out tears streaming down her face, asking herself is there a God?, will he ever help,? she was a religious person she went to church, read the bible and was a good human being, but why where did it all go wrong, did the Almighty punish her for who she was or was it just her fate or karma that lead her to this.
As the tears poured down her face, she felt a warm hand on her shoulder an elderly lady with kind brown eyes sat next to her and asked her what was wrong, Shena mumbled eyerthing, her marriage was broken, she lost her house and now her job was in jeopardy, the old lady hugged her and said sweetheart it will be alright just believe, as Shena thanked the old lady and gave her a hug the old lady gave her a date 15 August which was three days from now and said it will work out by then.
Shena smiled and mumbled thank you drying her eyes got out of the train just as she walked out she felt comforted and mumbled to her cynical self 15th August, as she went to stay in a rundown flat close to her work place she closed the door and wept crying out to God why was she in such jeopardy doesn’t God care?, is there even a God,? just then she heard a knock on the door and there was the same old lady caring a tray of soup and a sandwich , Shena mumbled a thank you suddenly realising how hungry she was and wolfed it down.
Shena gave the old lady a hug once more and asked where she was staying the old lady said close enough to help as Shena was tired and closed her eyes to sleep she had a dream about how to expand the advertising company she was working in she was excited and frightened she was just a receptionist and wondered if the boss will ever have time to listen to her but Shena took note of the dream and made a presentation with it, she took note of the date it was oneday to the 15th of August and with anticipation asked the boss if she could give out her presentation the boss joked about how everyone wanted attention.
Shena smiled and said believe just then as she said those words she looked out the boss window and there was the sweet old lady moping the floor and waved back on the 15th of August Shena dressed in a sharp red business suit gave her presentation there was silence and then a thunderous applause she had fixed a great problem and at the same time had got a great deal for the company that day she got a promotion and went out to thank the old lady but could not find her just as she got home she was surprised to see her apartment full of red roses her husband’s name was on the card which read “ I am sorry I love you” just as she ran to the door to ask the land lord about the old lady who lived close by the land lord said there was no one there with that description as she looked at the table there was a pair of crystal wings which said Believe God loves you and below that 15th of August as she wept holding on to the beautiful crystal wings there was a knock on the door and there was her husband looking into his eyes she wept it was the 15th of August as she kissed her husband .
She saw in the distance an old lady walking as Shena said there was someone special she had to thank and ran after her the old lady turned, smiled and disappeared All Shena said was” thank you my wonderful guardian angel”
In her hands were the beautiful crystal wings which read” Believe”.
In the suburbs of Australia there was born a red haired little girl who her mother lovingly named Jane, Jane grew up in a horse ranch and by the time she was four years old she had mastered the art of horse riding and was hoping to be a jockey when she grew up but she had one love who was little Jack, Jack’s dad lived on the farm next to Jane’s ranch. As Jack’s mum was also working little Jack spent more time with Jane’s family, Jane grew up to be freckle faced, with a large gap between her teeth and little Jack had one goal in life that was to make little freckle faced Jane to cry, he used to love calling Jane plain Jane, taunting her about her red hair, freckles and huge gap between her teeth, Jane grew up feeling miserable about her looks yet she loved and hated Jack.
Jane came from a religious background prayers were said before meals, in the evenings and when ever needed, one day when Jane was about 10 years old when she knew and felt like an ugly duckling she got into her room after riding her horse and in a loud lament prayed Dear God please, please, please make me beautiful not knowing Jack was hiding under the window of her bed room as he cooed out loudly that” You my girl are beyond repair especially your teeth and hair and freckles why even the horses are prettier when they smile” Jane got up in a huff jumped out of her window which was on the ground floor onto Jack and tried to pull his hair just as Jane’s dad came to separate the two of them,
In the next few months on Jane’s 10th birthday the family decided to move to England to a small village and continue their farming and Jane kissed her beloved horses good bye and Jack actually waved back to her, Jane had mixed feeling the excitement of moving to another country, wondering if she would ever return yo Australia and looking forward to a new life. But above all if she would ever see Jack again, she loved him and hated him at the same time,
Jack’s dad had bought most of her horses and had helped them on their big move. Life In England was fun, Jane made new friends her best friend being a chubby dark haired girl who loved Jane’s red hair and freckles called Joyce and another quiet blond haired girl called Fay who admired Jane’s horsemanship, but as Jane grew up she knew she would never be a jockey as she was nearly5 feet 8 inches tall, her mum got her braces for her teeth for her 15th birthday and Joyce and Fay became her fashion gurus, Jane’s freckles disappeared except a few like fairy dust on her upper arms and back and a few on her nose.
Jane attracted a lot of attention where ever she went due to her gorgeous red hair and striking features plain Jane had grown up to be a gorgeous red swan.
One day when she was 17 years old her parents decided to go to Australia for a holiday Jane was so excited especially to see her beloved horses, as they would be staying with Jack’s family for a few weeks, Jack’s dad met them at the airport and commented how pretty Jane was.
As they neared their home Jane saw a gorgeous tall strong blonde haired man riding a horse she recognised him at once it was Jack, as they got out the truck Jack came towards them on his horse, as Jane got out the truck , Jack looked at her and as their eyes met there was electricity, a strong sexual electricity between the two, Jack knew he had set eyes on the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, as Jane saw Jack’s blonde hair, his gorgeous smile she knew she had fallen in love for the first time in seventeen years. Jack asked Jane if she wanted to go horse riding with him and she happily agreed saying if only they could race, So Jane got onto this Chestnut coloured mare her long red curly hair and the gorgeous chestnut mare, made Jack know he had never seen anything so beautiful as they raced passed the fields, over the streams in to the mountains they came to the most beautiful spot on a mountain top as Jane won the race.
Jack and Jane got down from the horses both panting from their ride, Jack was 6feet 2 with strong arms, blond hair dishevelled and they just stared at each other for seconds, till Jack said I can’t believe that you are so beautiful God sure answers prayers as he came close to her pushing the red strand of hair from her forehead, looking at amazement at the sprinkling of freckles on her upper arm kissing them, kissing the nape of her neck she started to breath harder and let out a moan she had never experienced anything like this this instinctive attraction to a gorgeous man who she knew as a child was now kissing her, holding her she knew if she didn’t give in she would regret it, or worse end up like sister margarita from school, this was what she wanted, this was with whom she wanted that night both Jack and Jane spent the night under the moon and stars, in nature doing what nature gave instinctively to both man and beast the feelings and inclinations of a sexual nature, in nature for nature.
The next day Jane was no longer freckle faced big teethed plain Jane, but Jane who through the right of passage was now no longer girl but a gorgeous woman who had lost her virginity to the man provided by the Gods for her journey in life.
Sometimes dear ones life takes us to far off lands, or just up the street but when the Gods bring up the opportunity at the right age in the right place be it a call of the wild, or rising up to church bells on your wedding day take hold of the opportunity and do not look back, be it past regrets or past glories whatever instinctive opportunity the Lord brings, let your instinct be the answer. Nature will one day take you on it’s journey through life accept the right instinctive choices do not regret the life you live but live in line to the paths put by the Lord of Man, Machine and Nature.
Long, long ago when the world was oblivion there lived the future computerised world of Divinity, Super humanity, Spiritual Beings of beauty and splendour and divinely inspired humanely created machine, machines made by man, where travelling to different planets by super powered machines run by the robots built by the robots, This new world, this future world Existed Before This World Was Formed For This New Future World.
Let me tell you how it began There was a Highly Intelligent Supreme Being delegated power to the Lord, This Lord along with the supreme Being of Divinity planned and created the world, the races, the peoples and even their religions. Not many have seen the great, mighty Supreme Divinity except the very few worthy beings of spiritual world and the intellectuals of the future world.
On the request and consent of this great and mighty Being the Lord Planned the world along with The God showing a path of peace of humanity, freedom of in spirituality and faith religiosity, put in order by the governmental authority. Yes there existed a future digital, intellectual, computerised, wonderful world before even earth existed. But on consent of the Lord there also existed a mind of the past, present and future created by the Lord to reveal to the Lord the plans of mankind and reveal to mankind on consent of the Lord the plans of the Lord.
The Lord beckoned to mankind walked in this world owning everything in the world yet only a few in the world truly knew of him, he walked as Lord of the religions as Buddha, As Christ, In Hinduism, In Sikhism, It was HE who created the Dalai Lama and gave the Ramayana and Mahabharata to India, Who gave Lord Buddha to China Why So Many Paths the Brain cried out But the Lord just smiled and said trust Me they all lead to me just like a house in the centre of town all roads leading to it, Then there was division of races, race against race.
Then the Lord said it is time to delegate authority and the Lord Chose four of His close associates who ruled the world along with the Lord God, they walked with the Lord sped through time with the Lord, They were and the rulers of the world who the Lord had chosen on consent with the Divinity, Then the Lord and Lords had an idea how about giving this brain a human body so that it can help bring about peace and unity among religions and races but this child should be of controversial race of humanity and build the bridge between black and white as the Lord and the Lords prepared this Child, they realised there was bigotry, racial controversy, jealousy and hatred towards this child and other races yet the Lord and the Lords put unconditional love to this brain so that through this brain child a pathway of hope, love , unity and peace may be established.
This Child married a man and later begot a beautiful baby protected and loved by the Lord and the Lords though the world wanted to do her and her seed harm the Lord and the Lords protected them. When man got bored with the mundane everyday life there appeared Bill Gates and the computer revolution, as computers got mundane there were virtual games out there to be played an when virtual games got mundane there were other life games to be lived and time travel will soon not just be a fantasy but a reality when the Great Lord created, owned and built the earth He did not just build it he walked eschatology past, present and future, yes there is a present you are in the present but the future is already built the past is walk able the present liveable the future attainable, in other words though you are in the present the future is already existing.
May there be unity and peace between the Sovereign Lord, Lords and mankind and may there be peace between, races, cultures and religions yes there is a house and every road leads to that house what and that house means will be revealed in the right time, it may be heaven, it may be underground, it may be in the heavenliness, it may be a city, it may be another planet but remember there is a road for everyone and a room for everyone, no child, no city , no country and no land is exclusive there are many ways the world is like a ping pong ball so is the sun, moon, stars and planets where you go is up to the Lord.
In Conclusion I would like to put down this poem I wrote some time back called Riddles here it goes.
Why is life so confusing and the future contemplating,
What job would best suit our needs , debating
Does God really exist, questioning
How did God exist before he existed thought provoking
Is love a fact or a feeling, emotions heightening
Does God still speak through thunder and lightening, frightening,
Are there other worlds beside our own, Aliens emerging
Does heaven and earth one day meet ? the universe merging
Yet the cross remains standing, truth arising
The lamb who died on the cross had a marking
The starting of another world in a making
The heavens applauding
Angels descending to earth
Cause this new world is starting, shocking
The universe in the making
Yet time is left starting and ending
To make time obsolete
This new world shall emerge without time
Yet created before time for a time
Shanthi was a single mum bringing up two children Devi and Vijay, she had always believed in a God of creation, nature and beauty but after her husband left her for another woman from his office, her spirituality had waned and she stopped saying her prayers wondering if it was in her karma or fate to bring up her two children alone with no help from any where, she had not gone to university as her parents could not afford it and had got her married to the first man who came along, so she decided to be a house maid and she was determined to give Vijay and Devi an education.Shanthi worked long and hard to provide food for her children, one day as she was going to work her slippers broke and having no money to buy a new pair she walked bare foot feeling the heat and rubble in her feet, she felt tears welling up in her eyes wondering where He was not her husband but the one she loved and believed in as a child, didn’t He care, there was no one to console her, no one to be there for her why oh why Lord she felt her heart cry
Suddenly there was a tender hand on her shoulder with twinkling eyes and a soft sweet expression on his face, he handed her a handkerchief she smiled and thanked him he was wearing a simple crisp white shirt and plain black trousers, he must have been around 40 years old.Shanthi who had been neglected, alone, and in desperation seeing the love in his beautiful brown eyes held on to his hands and wept aloud, she felt his hands on her shoulder and after she wept, He asked her, her name she said Shanthi meaning peace and out of gratitude she asked his name he said Yesudas meaning Jesus, he said talk to me do not be scared tell me why you are so upset, as she poured out her heart to Yesu, she felt a peace come over her.
He asked her where she lived and about her children Vijay and Devi, that evening she cooked rice, dhal and potato curry for her guest and the children showed Yesu their school books and drawing as it was getting late she did not want to let Yesudas go she had not felt such love and peace in such a long time, then as it neared 9.00 pm after the children went to bedYesu put his hands on her head and gave her an envelope He said one word to her Believe and just like that he vanished, as she opened that envelope there was enough for her to buy a house and live a fairly comfortable life she could not believe it she ran out to thank Him but there was no one there that evening when she went to say her prayers with incense in front of her God she was shocked yet filled with awe she saw the face of Yesudas smiling down at her from the picture.
Her children, grew up , went to university got good jobs as she was in her 80’s and sick in her bed she saw an old man coming to talk to her, she knew she had seen that face some where, some where from long long ago and then he said Shanthi time for your Shanthi come home she whispered Dear Yesu as she put both her hands in a Namaste position she whispered Thank you as she breathed her last breath and her spirit walked hand in hand with Yesu the God, Lord, Man, Three in one , The one she had loved all her life, till He came to take her home. Om Shanthi Om.
Hi there darlings, sweethearts, how are you all doing ? Today I want to talk about Blessing. What is a Blessing ? How can we be a Blessing ? Blessing my dear friends goes back in time to the very Beginning to the time of Creation, when the Lord God created the world he said it was good and in saying it was good he Blessed the world with goodness, then the Lord God created man and woman and Blessed them. Because they were God’s handiwork and beautiful in His sight.Then get ready for the sad music, yes man and woman brought a curse on themselves by disobeying Lord God Almighty by eating the fruit of knowledge and now man hard to work for his food and man did not walk with God anymore as in the days when he walked in obedience with our Creator Lord.
But there was still a communion between man and God. What I am trying to say is when we are obedient to the Lord there is a Blessing and with disobedience comes a curse.Now come a few rhetorical questions, How do we obey the Lord at all times ? Is it possible to be a perfect Christian? How does God judge disobedience in the 21st centaury ?
Dear ones there was only one ever perfect man and that was our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and He lived a blameless life and suffered and died for us so that through His righteousness Our unrighteousness may be made pure, and we may be justified through His grace and love that he poured out for us on Calvary.You my dear friend are pure, may be you have addictions but through our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ when we repent and ask for forgiveness we are like pure white blankets the stain of sin is removed and Satan may remind you of past sin but our Lord has forgiven and forgotten it.
That by itself is the greatest Blessing God has given us the Blessing of justification. Now when the Lord God justifies us we are Blessed with the knowledge of knowing we are going to spend eternity with Our Lord Jesus Christ and “as we try and climb the steps of glory to glory we know that one day we will glorified and pure as Him” ( glory to glory part taken from Sunday morning message at church)
Now we can be a Blessing when we obey the word and the theme that runs all through the Bible like a scarlet thread of the Blood of Christ is LOVE and when we reach out in love not just for those to like us but for those who do not like us then we incur the Blessing of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. Jesus showed us true love and He was Blessed by God the father, how much more should you and I be an ambassador of love to the fallen, broken, lonely an d those who hate us without cause, Dear ones let us love this love can only come through the word and prayer and let us reflect Christ and Be a Blessing in doing this we will be Blessed.
Hi there dear friends, it is me the Indian Aunty again on a Mission, you may ask me what mission aunty, the mission my dear munchkins is to be a size 10 again about 50- 55 kgs by Christmas day.
This is the best gift I can give myself, I have a personal trainer and my husband who has lost a lot of weight is also encouraging me on this weightloss journey.
I am now 73kgs and I love cooking and when you love cooking it is easy to indulge in the labours of your hard work in the kitchen.
But the time has come to become that coveted yummy mummy, as I go to leave my daughter in school I see other mums with more children looking like Victoria Secret Models, I label it to good genes but darlings it is more self discipline.
I ask why God why do I have to be on the rounder side ? He the Almighty answers in a deep base voice “darling how many times did you go around the kitchen and open the fridge door and how many comfort foods of tea and toast with marmalade have you had? why child why ? Now child practise discipline “
To tell you the truth munchkins I do not like exercise but my trainer does not push me above the limit. My husband and I when we work out together at the gym has started me on lifting weights but we women have to suffer for beauty be it braces for my teeth as I had in my teenage years, to high heel shoes and now the gym, I would have loved to get a tummy tuck and liposuction but as a struggling musician and author that can only be a dream.
I am not proud of my 73kg weight nor my size 14 clothes, but through hard work, determination and dedication this can be achieved. I have my personal trainer for 8 weeks and I hope to at least drop two dress sizes by then. My Birthday is coming up on November so hopefully I will be a size12 by then.
Why is there so much hype on money, looks, cars and homes, that is the way the world measures success but I believe to be a successful individual you must have peace of mind, self discipline, love and security.
“You have to make you proud “and making you proud of who you are and what you have achieved you hence become a strong individual, no one can walk on this road called life for you, you have made a choices some right, some wrong but you have to live with the choices you have made. It is never too late, there is hope, pray you make the right choices.
I may not have much materially but I have a wonderful husband and a gorgeous daughter and all the choices I make revolves around them, So make the right choice get on that treadmill “you be proud of you” and being comfortable with who you are, you send positivity to people around you. You are beautiful, You are precious, God has a wonderful plan for your life
Love From The