Guardian Angel

imagesAlone she sat looking out the window in the train wondering where,? Why?, how?, will she ever, ?as she looked out tears streaming down her face, asking herself is there a God?, will he ever help,? she was a religious person she went to church, read the bible and was a good human being, but why where did it all go wrong, did the Almighty punish her for who she was or was it just her fate or karma that lead her to this.

As the tears poured down her face, she felt a warm hand on her shoulder an elderly lady with kind brown eyes sat next to her and asked her what was wrong, Shena mumbled eyerthing, her marriage was broken, she lost her house and now her job was in jeopardy, the old lady hugged her and said sweetheart it will be alright just believe, as Shena thanked the old lady and gave her a hug the old lady gave her a date 15 August which was three days from now and said it will work out by then.search

Shena smiled and mumbled thank you drying her eyes got out of the train just as she walked out she felt comforted and mumbled to her cynical self 15th August, as she went to stay in a rundown flat close to her work place she closed the door and wept crying out to God why was she in such jeopardy doesn’t God care?, is there even a God,? just then she heard a knock on the door and there was the same old lady caring a tray of soup and a sandwich , Shena mumbled a thank you suddenly realising how hungry she was and wolfed it down.

Shena gave the old lady a hug once more and asked where she was staying the old lady said close enough to help as Shena was tired and closed her eyes to sleep she had a dream about how to expand the advertising company she was working in she was excited and frightened she was just a receptionist and wondered if the boss will ever have time to listen to her but Shena took note of the dream and made a presentation with it, she took note of the date it was oneday to the 15th of August and with anticipation asked the boss if she could give out her presentation the boss joked about how everyone wanted attention.

Shena smiled and said believe just then as she said those words she looked out the boss window and there was the sweet old lady moping the floor and waved back on the 15th of August Shena dressed in a sharp red business suit gave her presentation there was silence and then a thunderous applause she had fixed a great problem and at the same time had got a great deal for the company that day she got a promotion and went out to thank the old lady but could not find her just as she got home she was surprised to see her apartment full of red roses her husband’s name was on the card which read “ I am sorry I love you” 550839_2946183953695_1446826119_njust as she ran to the door to ask the land lord about the old lady who lived close by the land lord said there was no one there with that description as she looked at the table there was a pair of crystal wings which said Believe God loves you and below that 15th of August as she wept holding on to the beautiful crystal wings there was a knock on the door and there was her husband looking into his eyes she wept it was the 15th of August as she kissed her husband .images-2

She saw in the distance an old lady walking as Shena said there was someone special she had to thank and ran after her the old lady turned, smiled and disappeared All Shena said was” thank you my wonderful guardian angel”

In her hands were the beautiful crystal wings which read” Believe”.

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Sam and Joe (Joan)

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Joan was a healthy child, she loved playing in the park with the boys and girls from the neighbourhood, she was five years old with dark short hair falling all over her face and could play football better than any of the boys in her neighbourhood. Her best friend was Sam a red haired green eyed boy who loved her from the time she moved to the house next door in their neighbourhood, when she was three years old. Sam was a year older gangly with freckles but Joan loved him, she did not have any brothers or sisters so Sam was her best mate.One day when Joan was eight years old, as she and Sam where in school, her grandfather came to school in a very sober face and spoke to her teacher, her teacher trying to remain calm and hiding her tears asked Joan to go home with her grand father. For the first time in Joan’s life she was scared and frightened, she did not know what was wrong everything was alright when she left home.

She clung to her grand father’s hand and asked him what was wrong and he said Joe we have to talk and there outside the school he told her, her mother was dead. Joan could feel the earth moving under her feet, she burst out crying, life would never be the same again, in those few moments of driving home from school she could see a flash back of her mum beautiful with dark hair singing to her, making supper and her favourite baking together and putting her to bed.Joan’s dad came running to her and gave her a hug and sweetheart everything is going to be alright, she could hear her mind saying alright what do you mean alright ? That evening was the funeral Sam was by her side and held her hand, she had no one now her dad was busy at work her grandparents lived far away all she had was Sam.

It was then at the age of eight she started comfort eating, every time she ate a cake she thought of her mother. Every time she secretly bought that chocolate that she ate in the middle of the night she felt comforted having no lady or mother to guide her eating habits, yet the one constant figure who never left her side was Sam.One day as she was 14 years old and walking home from school a group of boys started teasing her about her weight, Sam ran and fought them off but by now she was fourteen years old and size fourteen. Next year was prom and she had recently been dreaming of kissing Sam on her prom night. She took out her full length mirror and for the first time as a teenager she saw her blossoming body and excess weight and decided she will lose this weight firstly for herself and then to be the most beautiful prom queen for Sam.

Sam who was 15 years old had grown to be a very handsome young man, his freckles had vanished, he was tall and very handsome, Joan had seen the other girls approaching him and felt a tang of jealousy pulling at her heart strings. She hugged the pillow and cried saying Sam over and over again. She had now set her heart at being prom queen and having Sam kiss her for the first time that set tingles on her back, she started exercising and stopped eating Chocolates and even her father said she was looking pretty, she saved her money and bought the most beautiful blue dress, her hair was stubborn she had it in a short bob and one strand kept falling over her eyes then there was a doorbell and there was Sam looking very gorgeous and for the first time in his life Sam was speechless this beautiful dark haired beauty, the girl he loved all his life was looking so gorgeous and was his, he kissed her on the porch she was fifteen and he sixteen and he said if I was a little older we could get married and both knew then and there they had found their soul mate.

The prom was a success and Sam and Joan were the most outstanding couple everyone saw how gorgeous Joan was and Sam had eyes only for Joan as Joan for Sam that night after the prom Joan and Sam spoke for a long time as they kissed some more knowing that once Sam was 18 years old they will marry as they kissed the stubborn strand of hair came over Joan’s forehead over her nose as Sam sweetly pushed her hair back as they kissed each other on the porch of Joan’s home., her father was waiting up for her he took one look at her and there was a lump in throat his baby had grown up and looked so much like the way his wife used to look he could not contain himself and hugged Joe and said I see Prince Charming has swept my daughter of her feet, Joe laughed and said Oh Dad.

My dear readers beauty is skin deep but character is heart deep and if you have both, you are a priceless treasure, look after your body and your heart for in doing that you are becoming a destination in life for someone special who will love you not just for your beauty but your integrity as well.Image

Living Life With An Attitude Of Gratitude

ImageHi there darlings, sweethearts, munchkins, how are you all today? Today I feel blessed to know “ Because He lives, I can face tomorrow and Because He lives all fear is gone, Because I know He holds the future and life is worth a living Because He lives” ( words taken from the song Because He Lives) When our Lord Jesus died on the cross that was not the end, “He Rose Again” in Glory and Majesty and He governs the world and things of the world, He does not bring pain and disease the evil does that it says in the Bible” The evil one has come to steal, kill and destroy” But it also says in the Bible “ He has come to give us life and life more abundantly” not only that “ our Lord has come to destroy the works of the enemy”

 

The Bible is the most powerful Book in publication because it contains the very spirit and sayings of our Lord God, Are you afraid then pray? Are you sick read the word and pray, Do you feel lonely then pray, Are people mean to you then pray, Our Lord is just a prayer away, You may ask how do we pray, talk to God as you would talk to your best friend or family, He cares, He listens, He answers, He is alive, He is real.

 

I am Blessed to call Him “ Christ Jesus” my Saviour and Lord. He chose me even before I was born, He had a plan for my life even before I was conceived and He knows you and has a plan for your life just like he knew me. God has good plans for your life, you may feel you are going no where but during this time our master sculptor is taking the bad chips away with a chisel, taking away our anger, jealousies, gossiping etc and is working on the final product a beautiful sculpture fit for our King of Kings and Lord of Lords. It is not easy going through this process, it hurts, maybe the doors you wish for yourself has not opened, maybe you are going through a separation process with a loved one, may be life has not been going the way you envisioned it but remember the master sculpture sees the beautiful finished product while all you see are the chips and cracks but hang on there is hope, there is light at the end of the tunnel, you my friend are a beautiful sculpture that the Lord has been working on.

 

There are so many people who are lonely, sick, depressed, grieving for a loved one, having addictions be it alcohol, drugs, porn or sex but there is a way out, cry out to the Lord for help, change your dependence mentality and you will see a light at the end of a tunnel, prayer, determination and rehab will set you free.

 

Dear ones you maybe in a difficult process but there is hope, there is light, there are rainbows, there is a God and He is Alive and He is reaching out to you, working on you and caring for you. Let Him work His amazing plans for your life, do not worry about the broken pieces I know it is hard I have been there and I can empathise with you but one day when you have that warm cup of tea or get into the warm bath, or buy that new dress all you can whisper or shout out loud is Thank You Lord . Let us live this life with an attitude of gratitude.Image

There Is Hope

Are you sick ? Are you tired ? Do you feel you have no hope ? Do you have an addiction of some kind ? Are you debt ? If you have said yes to some or all the questions above then you are a normal human being living in the 21st century.

Jermiah29 :11 says” For I know the plans I have for you plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future “

 

In this day and age with master cards, pay pal, online shopping, drink shops open till 12am, porn on the internet, and even on kindle and drugs.You say I have sunk too low but friends there is a way and the only way is up.

 

When Jesus walked on water Peter the disciple of Jesus said” Lord let me walk on water too” and as Peter saw the waves of addiction, porn, drugs, bullying, he lost sight of the Lord and started to sink and then in desperation Peter cried out to the Lord,” LORD , LORD SAVE ME “and then JESUS REACHED OUT HIS HAND AND SAVED HIM.

 

There is a way to overcome debt, drugs, alcohol, porn, the only way up is by calling out to the Lord saying Lord have mercy on me, forgive me and save me and Jesus will lift you up through the storms, through the waves, Look into our Beloved Lord’s Eyes and See and Feel the love he has for you and for me.

 

For God so loved the world that he gave his only son that whosoever believed in him shall not perish but have everlasting life John 3:16

 

It does not say be a hermit, missionary or fanatic but simply, humbly, genuinely like a child jumping into her daddy’s hands, believe and he will hold on to your hand and lift you up.

 

Yes there is a way for you, yes you can overcome addictions and debts believe in the Lord, talk to Him and He Will Set You Free, Who the Son sets free is free indeed.

 God Bless YouImage