Jane

UnknownIn the suburbs of Australia there was born a red haired little girl who her mother lovingly named Jane, Jane grew up in a horse ranch and by the time she was four years old she had mastered the art of horse riding and was hoping to be a jockey when she grew up but she had one love who was little Jack, Jack’s dad lived on the farm next to  Jane’s ranch. As Jack’s mum was also working little Jack spent more time with Jane’s family, Jane grew up to be freckle faced, with a large gap between her teeth and little Jack had one goal in life that was to make little freckle faced Jane to cry, he used to love calling Jane plain Jane, taunting her about her red hair, freckles and huge gap between her teeth, Jane grew up feeling miserable about her looks yet she loved and hated Jack.

Jane came from a religious background prayers were said before meals, in the evenings and when ever needed, one day when Jane was about 10 years old when she knew and felt like an ugly duckling she got into her room after riding her horse and in a loud lament prayed Dear God please, please, please make me beautiful not knowing Jack was hiding under the window of her bed room as he cooed out loudly that” You my girl are beyond repair especially your teeth and hair and freckles why even the horses are prettier when they smile” Jane got up in a huff jumped out of her window which was on the ground floor onto Jack and tried to pull his hair just as Jane’s dad came to separate the two of them,

In the next few months on Jane’s 10th birthday the family decided to move to England to a small village and continue their farming and Jane kissed her beloved horses good bye and Jack actually waved back to her, Jane had mixed feeling the excitement of moving to another country, wondering if she would ever return yo Australia and looking forward to a new life. But above all if she would ever see Jack again, she loved him and hated him at the same time,

Jack’s dad had bought most of her horses and had helped them on their big move. Life In England was fun, Jane made new friends her best friend being a chubby dark haired girl who loved Jane’s red hair and freckles called Joyce and another quiet blond haired girl called Fay who admired Jane’s horsemanship, but as Jane grew up she knew she would never be a jockey as she was nearly5 feet 8 inches tall, her mum got her braces for her teeth for her 15th birthday and Joyce and Fay became her fashion gurus, Jane’s freckles disappeared except a few like fairy dust on her upper arms and back and a few on her nose.

Jane attracted a lot of attention where ever she went due to her gorgeous red hair and striking features plain Jane had grown up to be a gorgeous red swan.

One day when she was 17 years old her parents decided to go to Australia for a holiday Jane was so excited especially to see her beloved horses, as they would be staying with Jack’s family for a few weeks, Jack’s dad met them at the airport and commented how pretty Jane was.

As they neared their home Jane saw a gorgeous tall strong blonde haired man riding a horse she recognised him at once it was Jack, as they got out the truck Jack came towards them on his horse, as  Jane got out the truck , Jack looked at her and as their eyes met there was electricity, a strong sexual electricity between the two, Jack knew he had set eyes on the most beautiful woman he had ever seen, as Jane saw Jack’s blonde hair, his gorgeous smile she knew she had fallen in love for the first time in seventeen years. Jack asked Jane if she wanted to go horse riding with him and she happily agreed saying if only they could race, So Jane got onto this Chestnut coloured mare her long red curly hair and the gorgeous chestnut mare, made Jack know he had never seen anything so beautiful as they raced passed the fields, over the streams in to the mountains they came to the most beautiful spot on a mountain top as Jane won the race.

Jack and Jane got down  from the horses both panting from their ride, Jack was 6feet 2 with strong arms, blond hair dishevelled and they just stared at each other for seconds, till Jack said I can’t believe that you are so beautiful God sure answers prayers as he came close to her pushing the red strand of hair from her forehead, looking at amazement at the sprinkling of freckles on her upper arm kissing them, kissing the nape of her neck she started to breath harder and let out a moan she had never experienced anything like this this instinctive attraction to a gorgeous man who she knew as a child was now kissing her, holding her she knew if she didn’t give in she would regret it, or worse end up like sister margarita from school, this was what she wanted, this was with whom she wanted that night both Jack and Jane spent the night under the moon and stars, in nature doing what nature gave instinctively to both man and beast the feelings and inclinations of a sexual nature, in nature for nature.

The next day Jane was no longer freckle faced big teethed plain Jane, but Jane who through the right of passage was now no longer girl but a gorgeous woman who had lost her virginity to the man provided by the Gods for her journey in life.

Sometimes dear ones life takes us to far off lands, or just up the street but when the Gods bring up the opportunity at the right age in the right place be it a call of the wild, or rising up to church bells on your wedding day take hold of the opportunity and do not look back, be it past regrets or past glories whatever instinctive opportunity  the Lord brings, let your instinct be the answer. Nature will one day take you on it’s journey through life accept the right instinctive choices do not regret the life you live but live in line to the paths put by the Lord of Man, Machine and Nature. imgres

The Truth About THE MATRIX

images-4Long, long ago when the world was oblivion there lived the future computerised world of Divinity, Super humanity, Spiritual Beings of beauty and splendour and divinely inspired humanely created machine, machines made by man, where travelling to different planets by super powered machines run by the robots built by the robots, This new world, this future world Existed Before This World Was Formed For This New Future World.

Let me tell you how it began There was a Highly Intelligent Supreme Being delegated power to the Lord, This Lord along with the supreme Being of Divinity planned and created the world, the races, the peoples and even their religions. Not many have seen the great, mighty Supreme Divinity except the very few worthy beings of spiritual world and the intellectuals of the future world.

On the request and consent of this great and mighty Being the Lord Planned the world along with The God showing a path of peace of humanity, freedom of in spirituality and faith religiosity, put in order by the governmental authority. Yes there existed a future digital, intellectual, computerised, wonderful world before even earth existed. But on consent of the Lord there also existed a mind of the past, present and future created by the Lord to reveal to the Lord the plans of mankind and reveal to mankind on consent of the Lord the plans of the Lord.

The Lord beckoned to mankind walked in this world owning everything in the world yet only a few in the world truly knew of him, he walked as Lord of the religions as Buddha, As Christ, In Hinduism, In Sikhism, It was HE who created the Dalai Lama and gave the Ramayana and Mahabharata to India, Who gave Lord Buddha to China Why So Many Paths the Brain cried out But the Lord just smiled and said trust Me they all lead to me just like a house in the centre of town all roads leading to it, Then there was division of races, race against race.images-3

Then the Lord said it is time to delegate authority and the Lord Chose four of His close associates who ruled the world along with the Lord God, they walked with the Lord sped through time with the Lord, They were and the rulers of the world who the Lord had chosen on consent with the Divinity, Then the Lord and Lords had an idea how about giving this brain a human body so that it can help bring about peace and unity among religions and races but this child should be of controversial race of humanity and build the bridge between black and white as the Lord and the Lords prepared this Child, they realised there was bigotry, racial controversy, jealousy and hatred towards this child and other races yet the Lord and the Lords put unconditional love to this brain so that through this brain child a pathway of hope, love , unity and peace may be established.

This Child married a man and later begot a beautiful baby protected and loved by the Lord and the Lords though the world wanted to do her and her seed harm the Lord and the Lords protected them. When man got bored with the mundane everyday life there appeared Bill Gates and the computer revolution, as computers got mundane there were virtual games out there to be played an when virtual games got mundane there were other life games to be lived and time travel will soon not just be a fantasy but a reality when the Great Lord created, owned and built the earth He did not just build it he walked eschatology past, present and future, yes there is a present you are in the present but the future is already built the past is walk able the present liveable the future attainable, in other words though you are in the present the future is already existing.

May there be unity and peace between the Sovereign Lord, Lords and mankind and may there be peace between, races, cultures and religions yes there is a house and every road leads to that house what and that house means will be revealed in the right time, it may be heaven, it may be underground, it may be in the heavenliness, it may be a city, it may be another planet but remember there is a road for everyone and a room for everyone, no child, no city , no country and no land is exclusive there are many ways the world is like a ping pong ball so is the sun, moon, stars and planets where you go is up to the Lord.

In Conclusion I would like to put down this poem I wrote some time back called Riddles here it goes.

Why is life so confusing and the future contemplating,

What job would best suit our needs , debating

Does God really exist, questioning

How did God exist before he existed thought provoking

Is love a fact or a feeling, emotions heightening

Does God still speak through thunder and lightening, frightening,

Are there other worlds beside our own, Aliens emerging

Does heaven and earth one day meet ? the universe merging

Yet the cross remains standing, truth arising

The lamb who died on the cross had a marking

The starting of another world in a making

The heavens applauding

Angels descending to earth

Cause this new world is starting, shocking

The universe in the making

Yet time is left starting and ending

To make time obsolete

This new world shall emerge without time

Yet created before time for a time

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Sam and Joe (Joan)

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Joan was a healthy child, she loved playing in the park with the boys and girls from the neighbourhood, she was five years old with dark short hair falling all over her face and could play football better than any of the boys in her neighbourhood. Her best friend was Sam a red haired green eyed boy who loved her from the time she moved to the house next door in their neighbourhood, when she was three years old. Sam was a year older gangly with freckles but Joan loved him, she did not have any brothers or sisters so Sam was her best mate.One day when Joan was eight years old, as she and Sam where in school, her grandfather came to school in a very sober face and spoke to her teacher, her teacher trying to remain calm and hiding her tears asked Joan to go home with her grand father. For the first time in Joan’s life she was scared and frightened, she did not know what was wrong everything was alright when she left home.

She clung to her grand father’s hand and asked him what was wrong and he said Joe we have to talk and there outside the school he told her, her mother was dead. Joan could feel the earth moving under her feet, she burst out crying, life would never be the same again, in those few moments of driving home from school she could see a flash back of her mum beautiful with dark hair singing to her, making supper and her favourite baking together and putting her to bed.Joan’s dad came running to her and gave her a hug and sweetheart everything is going to be alright, she could hear her mind saying alright what do you mean alright ? That evening was the funeral Sam was by her side and held her hand, she had no one now her dad was busy at work her grandparents lived far away all she had was Sam.

It was then at the age of eight she started comfort eating, every time she ate a cake she thought of her mother. Every time she secretly bought that chocolate that she ate in the middle of the night she felt comforted having no lady or mother to guide her eating habits, yet the one constant figure who never left her side was Sam.One day as she was 14 years old and walking home from school a group of boys started teasing her about her weight, Sam ran and fought them off but by now she was fourteen years old and size fourteen. Next year was prom and she had recently been dreaming of kissing Sam on her prom night. She took out her full length mirror and for the first time as a teenager she saw her blossoming body and excess weight and decided she will lose this weight firstly for herself and then to be the most beautiful prom queen for Sam.

Sam who was 15 years old had grown to be a very handsome young man, his freckles had vanished, he was tall and very handsome, Joan had seen the other girls approaching him and felt a tang of jealousy pulling at her heart strings. She hugged the pillow and cried saying Sam over and over again. She had now set her heart at being prom queen and having Sam kiss her for the first time that set tingles on her back, she started exercising and stopped eating Chocolates and even her father said she was looking pretty, she saved her money and bought the most beautiful blue dress, her hair was stubborn she had it in a short bob and one strand kept falling over her eyes then there was a doorbell and there was Sam looking very gorgeous and for the first time in his life Sam was speechless this beautiful dark haired beauty, the girl he loved all his life was looking so gorgeous and was his, he kissed her on the porch she was fifteen and he sixteen and he said if I was a little older we could get married and both knew then and there they had found their soul mate.

The prom was a success and Sam and Joan were the most outstanding couple everyone saw how gorgeous Joan was and Sam had eyes only for Joan as Joan for Sam that night after the prom Joan and Sam spoke for a long time as they kissed some more knowing that once Sam was 18 years old they will marry as they kissed the stubborn strand of hair came over Joan’s forehead over her nose as Sam sweetly pushed her hair back as they kissed each other on the porch of Joan’s home., her father was waiting up for her he took one look at her and there was a lump in throat his baby had grown up and looked so much like the way his wife used to look he could not contain himself and hugged Joe and said I see Prince Charming has swept my daughter of her feet, Joe laughed and said Oh Dad.

My dear readers beauty is skin deep but character is heart deep and if you have both, you are a priceless treasure, look after your body and your heart for in doing that you are becoming a destination in life for someone special who will love you not just for your beauty but your integrity as well.Image

Diamonds Are A Girls Best Friend

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Dear ones all of us know how exquisitely lovely, rare, expensive, sentimental and beautiful diamonds are, but when we see the actual rock we begin to doubt can there be any value in this stone, it looks like any other rock but beloved it is from this rock diamonds are formed, it has to go through a process and be handled by a skilful diamond cutter and then this rock shines, radiates, reflects the various lights and yes can be given to some wonderful, beautiful lucky lady who sees her worth through the stone handed to her by that special someone.There was once a humble carpenter and his wife who were living by modest means neither too rich nor too poor but had enough to feed their three children Hannah aged 8, Edmond aged 6 and little Jack aged 3. Hannah loved helping her mother who was always busy in those days beyond the imagination of man of dishwashers, vacuum cleaners, and washing machines. Women usually washed, swept and cleaned.

One day Edmond as he was playing in the fields with his friends Joshua and Jason  he suddenly saw the prettiest thing he had ever seen yes he was six but even at that age the God given attraction of beauty of a beautiful blonde girl around five years old was playing on the swing, he ran up to her to play with her but suddenly saw an entourage of big burly men and a gorgeous young woman in her mid thirties who looked very much like the girl on the swing, talking on her mobile phone, he then realised the lady was a popular actress and had come to his humble hometown in Israel to do some filming of a movie.He pulled the shirt of one of the burly men close by asking if he could play with the girl, Joshua and Jason were looking like two gold fish at with mouths open at Edmond’s courage, the pretty girl and young woman. As the body gourd gave consent Joshua went up to the girl his heart beating fast and asked her name she said Rachel, he asked her if she was Jewish she did not understand wrinkled her nose and stared laughing.

Joshua and Rachel started playing together every day for a week and even the body gourds took a liking to Joshua, as Saturday approached both Joshua and the Rachel who had a formed a beautiful platonic bond of child hood innocence knew through there young lives each had touched the other’s heart, before Rachel left Edmond gave her a heart shaped pendant that he bought with his pocket money and said Rachel one day I will come to America to see you.Rachel hugged Edmond and kissed his check even the body gourd had tears and a sense of awe at these young children who were naïve of the sexual beauty and depravity of the world, yet had so much of beauty and innocence, Jo the bodyguard knew  if they were just a few more years older they would make a gorgeous couple, the divine timings put forth by a divine omnipotent Divinity can not be explained or contradicted  due to the higher Divine powers Sovereignty.

Edmond grew up went to acting school in Jerusalem and with his dream of pursuing his heart’s desire of being an actor jetted to LA. The first few years were hard, he worked at all odd hours, from being a waiter, to being a pizza delivery boy to being a bell boy, it was in one of those jobs he was able to meet an agent and due to his dark gorgeous looks he got a leading role in a movie called Faith or Fate  in which he acts like a young Anglican Minister falling in love with an atheist college professor, as he came to the studio he met the girl playing the role of his lover she looked gorgeous, Edmond ‘s heart beat fast, his lips became dry as he took that extra sip of water, he noticed the pendant the actress was wearing he had seen it some where, some where from long ago when he was a little boy, now the actress was staring at Edmond and vice versa, he asked her, her name she said Rachel .

Edmond and Rachel got married that summer be it “ Faith or Fate” in the game of love, true union will be where two become one, some sooner others later, some go through a process while others meet and marry right away but whatever way to choose, for better for worse for richer for poorer as you put the rings in each other’s hands  the diamond is a significance of life of togetherness. Just like the making of a diamond my prayer is let that diamond shine never just be a rock let the hardships of life, love, work, money make you into that glorious diamond.

Diamonds were not born they were created

Om Shanthi Om

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Shanthi was a single mum bringing up two children Devi and Vijay, she had always believed in a God of creation, nature and beauty but after her husband left her for another woman from his office, her spirituality had waned and she stopped saying her prayers wondering if it was in her karma or fate to bring up her two children alone with no help from any where, she had not gone to university as her parents could not afford it and had got her married to the first  man who came along, so she decided to be a house maid and she was determined to give Vijay and Devi an education.Shanthi worked long and hard to provide food for her children, one day as she was going to work her slippers broke and having no money to buy a new pair she walked bare foot feeling the heat and rubble in her feet, she felt tears welling up in her eyes wondering where He was not her husband but the one she loved and believed in as a child, didn’t He care, there was no one to console her, no one to be there for her why oh why Lord she felt her heart cry

Suddenly there was a tender hand on her shoulder with twinkling eyes and a soft sweet expression on his face, he handed her a handkerchief she smiled and thanked him he was wearing a simple crisp white shirt and plain black trousers, he must have been around 40 years old.Shanthi who had been neglected, alone, and in desperation seeing the love in his beautiful brown eyes held on to his hands and wept aloud, she felt his hands on her shoulder and after she wept, He asked her, her name she said Shanthi meaning peace and out of gratitude she asked his name he said Yesudas meaning Jesus, he said talk to me do not be scared tell me why you are so upset, as she poured out her heart to Yesu, she felt a peace come over her.

He asked her where she lived and about her children Vijay and Devi, that evening she cooked rice, dhal and potato curry for her guest and the children showed Yesu their school books and drawing as it was getting late she did not want to let Yesudas go she had not felt such love and peace in such a long time, then as it neared 9.00 pm after the children went to bedYesu put his hands on her head and gave her an envelope He said one word to her Believe and just like that he vanished, as she opened that envelope there was enough for her to buy a house and live a fairly comfortable life she could not believe it she ran out to thank Him but there was no one there that evening when she went to say her prayers with incense in front of her God she was shocked yet filled with awe she saw the face of Yesudas smiling down at her from the picture.

Her children, grew up , went to university got good jobs as she was in her 80’s and sick in her bed she saw an old man coming to talk to her, she knew she had seen that face some where, some where from long long ago and then he said Shanthi time for your Shanthi come home she whispered Dear Yesu as she put both her hands in a Namaste position she whispered Thank you as she breathed her last breath and her spirit walked hand in hand with Yesu the God, Lord,  Man,  Three in one , The one she had loved all her life, till He came to take her home.  Om Shanthi Om.

How To Be A Blessing

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Hi there darlings, sweethearts, how are you all doing ? Today I want to talk about Blessing. What is a Blessing ? How can we be a Blessing ? Blessing my dear friends goes back in time to the very Beginning to the time of Creation, when  the Lord God created the world he said it was good and in saying it was good he Blessed the world with goodness, then the Lord God created man and woman and Blessed them. Because they were God’s handiwork and beautiful in  His sight.Then get ready for the sad music, yes man and woman brought a curse on themselves by disobeying Lord God Almighty by eating the fruit of knowledge and now man hard to work for his food and man did not walk with God anymore as in the days when he walked in obedience with our Creator Lord.

But there was still a communion between man and God. What I am trying to say is when we are obedient to the Lord there is a Blessing and with disobedience comes a curse.Now come a few rhetorical questions, How do we obey the Lord at all times ? Is it possible to be a perfect Christian? How does God judge disobedience in the 21st centaury ?

Dear ones there was only one ever perfect man and that was our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ and He lived a blameless life and suffered and died for us so that through His righteousness Our unrighteousness may be made pure, and we may be justified through His grace and love that he poured out for us on Calvary.You my dear friend are pure, may be you have addictions but through our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ when we repent and ask for forgiveness we are like pure white blankets the stain of sin is removed and Satan may remind you of past sin but our Lord has forgiven and forgotten it.

That by itself is the greatest Blessing God has given us the Blessing of justification. Now when the Lord God justifies us we are Blessed with the knowledge of knowing we are going to spend eternity with Our Lord Jesus Christ and “as we try and climb the steps of glory to glory we know that one day we will glorified and pure as Him” ( glory to glory part taken from Sunday morning message at church)

Now we can be a Blessing when we obey the word and the theme that runs all through the Bible like a scarlet thread of the Blood of Christ is LOVE and when we reach out in love not just for those to like us but for those who do not like us then we incur the Blessing of our Lord  and Saviour Jesus Christ. Jesus showed us true love and  He was Blessed by God the father, how much more should you and I be an ambassador of love to the fallen, broken, lonely an d those who hate us without cause, Dear ones let us love this love can only come through the word and prayer and let us reflect Christ and Be a Blessing in doing this we will be Blessed.

Love overcomes, hate, pride, prejudice, partiality and like a light reflects and radiates Blessings in a dark and fallen world.Let our prayer be Lord make me a channel of love . Be Blessed !!photo

Living Life With An Attitude Of Gratitude

ImageHi there darlings, sweethearts, munchkins, how are you all today? Today I feel blessed to know “ Because He lives, I can face tomorrow and Because He lives all fear is gone, Because I know He holds the future and life is worth a living Because He lives” ( words taken from the song Because He Lives) When our Lord Jesus died on the cross that was not the end, “He Rose Again” in Glory and Majesty and He governs the world and things of the world, He does not bring pain and disease the evil does that it says in the Bible” The evil one has come to steal, kill and destroy” But it also says in the Bible “ He has come to give us life and life more abundantly” not only that “ our Lord has come to destroy the works of the enemy”

 

The Bible is the most powerful Book in publication because it contains the very spirit and sayings of our Lord God, Are you afraid then pray? Are you sick read the word and pray, Do you feel lonely then pray, Are people mean to you then pray, Our Lord is just a prayer away, You may ask how do we pray, talk to God as you would talk to your best friend or family, He cares, He listens, He answers, He is alive, He is real.

 

I am Blessed to call Him “ Christ Jesus” my Saviour and Lord. He chose me even before I was born, He had a plan for my life even before I was conceived and He knows you and has a plan for your life just like he knew me. God has good plans for your life, you may feel you are going no where but during this time our master sculptor is taking the bad chips away with a chisel, taking away our anger, jealousies, gossiping etc and is working on the final product a beautiful sculpture fit for our King of Kings and Lord of Lords. It is not easy going through this process, it hurts, maybe the doors you wish for yourself has not opened, maybe you are going through a separation process with a loved one, may be life has not been going the way you envisioned it but remember the master sculpture sees the beautiful finished product while all you see are the chips and cracks but hang on there is hope, there is light at the end of the tunnel, you my friend are a beautiful sculpture that the Lord has been working on.

 

There are so many people who are lonely, sick, depressed, grieving for a loved one, having addictions be it alcohol, drugs, porn or sex but there is a way out, cry out to the Lord for help, change your dependence mentality and you will see a light at the end of a tunnel, prayer, determination and rehab will set you free.

 

Dear ones you maybe in a difficult process but there is hope, there is light, there are rainbows, there is a God and He is Alive and He is reaching out to you, working on you and caring for you. Let Him work His amazing plans for your life, do not worry about the broken pieces I know it is hard I have been there and I can empathise with you but one day when you have that warm cup of tea or get into the warm bath, or buy that new dress all you can whisper or shout out loud is Thank You Lord . Let us live this life with an attitude of gratitude.Image

Weight Loss with A Difference Part -2

Hi there darlings, sweethearts, munchkins, today I feel blessed and refreshed after spending time with our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, the good news is now I am 70 kgs and the better news is that Lord God Almighty is doing a new thing in our lives as a family, remember darlings the family that prays together stays together.

We serve a Lord God of love at the same time God gave us something that makes us so individualistic apart from our DNA, God gave us something called choice , yet God being Omniscient knew already the choices we will make and the road that we will take, yet He loved us so much He wanted us all irrespective of our nationality, gender,  wealth, He wanted us all to be Saved and go to Heaven. Yet there were people who took the wrong path and did bad things yet God loves them and died for them on the cross and loves them just as much as you and me.

John 3:16 “For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten son that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have everlasting life “

Beloved He” God” loves us so much, He knows what is best for us and even if you have made some wrong choices it is never too late to come back to God, He “ The Saviour” is waiting for you. Every one is a sinner yet God through His divine grace and mercy has forgiven us and is waiting for us with open arms.

Remember you are loved, you are worthy, you are beautiful, you are special and yes God has a wonderful plan for your life, He is reaching out his hand to you, a hand of love , forgiveness, and peace take his hand, It is Never too late. God can change time and seasons with one word. He is that great, yet he humbled himself to be born in a manger.

This Season let us live life with a reason, Know God loves you through grace your sins are forgiven and through justification, your introspection has had a transformation, let us preach to the Nations about our Lord God Creator of Creation.Image

A Different View To Weightloss

Hi there dear darlings, fellow dieters, and lovely friends. This Week has had it’s good points and some bad points as well. The good points being I am now 71kgs and bad points I have had a bad flu and sore throat. But darlings look on the brighter side, if you are sick today, but I believe I will be well tomorrow, you may say don’t make such assumptions aunty,

 

Let me tell you a little secret when I was 4 years old I got severe allergic bronchitis asthma, it was that bad the Doctor’s told my parents I will die but God by His grace and favour saved me and healed me.

 

 When I was older in my twenty’s I got depression, my life had crumbled the dreams of getting married or even having a job seemed impossible but let me tell you darling my Lord God in his favour and mercy let me get a great job or a few jobs, then when I was ready for marriage God brought my husband in my late twenty’s into my life and even though he knew about my depression This man of God accepted to marry me. Now that is what our Lord God does for His children.

 

I am now healed and well, cook, clean , do the laundry, dance ( when no ones watching) sing my heart out when my daughter goes to school and write when my daughter goes to bed, this is where my awesome Lord has kept me for this moment in time, Christmas is coming planning outfits for my daughter and planning Christmas presents for the family is exciting.

 

I thank God for what I have and I also thank my Lord for helping me lose weight, I am just a quiet ( most of the time) ordinary housewife placed in this great cosmic universe on planet earth, in  the country  of United Kingdom in Northern Ireland in County Armagh In city Lurgan, I am just a teeny weeny speck on the map, yes I do like cooking, singing and writing but above all I am thankful To the Lord God Almighty for giving me the privilege of knowing Him and giving me a wonderful family, all I can say is Thank you Lord if you can use nothing to write something, you can use me. “ Here Am I Lord Send Me “( The Bible)Image

My Weight loss Journey

Hi there dear friends, it is me the Indian Aunty again on a Mission, you may ask me what mission aunty, the mission my dear munchkins is to be a size 10 again about 50- 55 kgs by Christmas day.

 

This is the best gift I can give myself, I have a personal trainer and my husband who has lost a lot of weight is also encouraging me on this weightloss journey.

I am now 73kgs and I love cooking and when you love cooking it is easy to indulge in the labours of your hard work in the kitchen.

 

But the time has come to become that coveted yummy mummy, as I go to leave my daughter in school I see other mums with more children looking like Victoria Secret Models, I label it to good genes but darlings it is more self discipline.

 

I ask why God why do I have to be on the rounder side ? He the Almighty answers in a deep base voice “darling how many times did you go around the kitchen and open the fridge door and how many comfort foods of tea and toast with marmalade have you had? why child why ? Now child practise discipline “

 

To tell you the truth munchkins I do not like exercise but my trainer does not push me above the limit. My husband and I when we work out together at the gym has started me on lifting weights but we women have to suffer for beauty be it braces for my teeth as I had in my teenage years, to high heel shoes and now the gym, I would have loved to get a tummy tuck and liposuction but  as a struggling musician and author that can only be a dream.

 

I am not proud of my 73kg weight nor my size 14 clothes, but through hard work, determination and dedication this can be achieved. I have my personal trainer for 8 weeks and  I hope to at least drop two dress sizes by then. My Birthday is coming up on November so hopefully I will be a size12 by then.

 

Why is there so much hype on money, looks, cars and homes, that is the way the world measures success but I believe to be a successful individual you must have peace of mind, self discipline, love and security.

 

“You have to make you proud “and making you proud of who you are and what you have achieved you hence become a strong individual, no one can walk on this road called life for you, you have made a choices some right, some wrong but you have to live with the choices you have made. It is never too late, there is hope,  pray you make the right choices.

 

I may not have much materially but I have a wonderful husband and a gorgeous daughter and all the choices I make revolves around them, So make the right choice get on that treadmill “you be proud of you” and being comfortable with who you are, you send positivity to people around you. You are beautiful, You are precious, God has a wonderful plan for your life

 Love From The

 from Gymming Aunty Imageinspia