Teaching

TEACHING, A LITTLE PIECE OF HOLY GROUND

 

 

“I expected something much greater – an instructor of the young, training the mind in order to train the heart.”  (Pere Girard 1894).  Teaching is an awesome responsibility as a teacher moulds, equips and trains an individual to go out into the world with adequate knowledge on how to handle life.

 

“Teacher:  one who imparts instruction and communicates knowledge of religious truth or other matters”  (Merril C. Tenney, p. 600, 1967).  A teacher is also a role model to the student.  The greatest role model of humanity is Jesus Christ.  He is the epitome of a teacher.  “Jesus went throughout Galilee teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the Kingdom and healing every disease and sickness among the people.”  Jesus is the epitome of a teacher who operated in all the spiritual gifts.  “Teaching in the Christian faith was validated by Jesus who was called teacher or Rabbi.”  (Jack W. Hayford, p. 777, 1995)

 

I Corinthians 12:28 says “And in the Church God has appointed first of all apostles, second prophets, third teachers, then workers of miracles, also those having gifts of healing, those able to help others, those with gifts of administration and those speaking in different kinds of tongues”.

 

 

 

Summary of main issues from primary author:  The author compares teaching, taking apostle Paul as an example, to a father instructing his children.  “This sense of identity is helped along by fathering a mixture of warmth, instruction and expectation”.  (David P. Gerhee and Walter Jackson, 1996)

 

The first skill in teaching that the authors put forward is attending;  in other words attending is learning to listen and being attentive.  The second skill they put forward is asserting.  Being assertive is being able to put forward your own thoughts, being able to put your points across without manipulation.  The author now illustrates teaching quoting I Thessalonians 2:1-11 where apostle Paul compares teaching to a mother and child.  The mother sees her child as part of herself in the same way the teacher sees the student as part of himself/herself.  “Teaching is that intimate encounter that recognises and affirms difference and distance.”  (David P. Geshee and Walter C. Jackson, 1996).  Now on the portion of learners on holy ground “what actually occurs in a learning setting differs sharply with what was planned because it gives attention to the learner’s experience of learning”.  (Geshee and Jackson, 1996)  Therefore the learning process has many dimensions.  The learner has to concentrate on what the teacher is saying;  the learner has to process the information and retain the information.  Life also has a very significant part as the learner experiences the different aspects and the different stages he walks through in life.

 

 

Teachers on holy ground:  Just as the learner goes through stages in his life where he goes through experiences that he learns from, the teacher on the other hand walks on the stage which is quite the contrary.  The teacher is the ultimate performer to an audience who are the learners.  “What teachers do speaks volumes about who teachers are.”  (Gushee and Jackson, 1996)  Teachers bring in their whole personality into the classroom and their conscious and unconscious body language plays a vital role in the classroom.

 

Grounded on holy ground:  The learner now goes out into the world called a “learned” carrying a degree in hand;  yet, on the other hand, faces life and still carries on the spiritual journey of learning.

 

Critical review of author’s ideas:  “This sense of identity is helped along by fathering – a mixture of warmth, instruction and expectation”.  (Gushee & Jackson, 1996)  I believe a father is a father;  a teacher can nowhere be compared to a father.  God is our father and God is the ultimate father of the world;  and second in the fatherly hierarchy, come our parents and our parents are individual role models to the children   only then come the teachers.  Yes, the teachers do have a vital role to play in a learner’s life but a teacher cannot take the place of a father.

 

“Attending is the first skill – learning to listen, praying close attention to the full context of the conversation.”  (Geshee & Jackson, 1996)

 

I personally believe that attending is not the first skill.  On the contrary, it is preparation and gaining knowledge of the material to be taught.  For a counsellor on the other hand, attending becomes the first skill;  but for a teacher there is nothing more important than preparation.

 

“Asserting is the other skill.  This means presenting our own insights and beliefs forcefully but without manipulation.”  (Geshee & Jackson, 1996)  I believe that the teacher must also get ideas from the learners if a teacher has false beliefs and information, this can lead many learners astray.  As 2 Pet. 2:1 says:  “But there were also false prophets among the people, just as there will be false teachers among you”.  Therefore if a false teacher is assertive, he could be imparting false doctrine in the mind of a learner.

 

“The mother and child model of interpersonal relationships has much to say about Christian teaching.”  (Gushee & Jackson, 1996)  A mother and child relationship is unique.  Christian teaching enables a learner to comprehend the Scriptures and, unless in exceptions, it is good to advice a learner and listen to a learner;  but it is wrong to get emotionally involved with a learner.  Therefore, a mother/child illustration to Christian teaching is ‘NOT’ a reality, but on the contrary, a fantasy.

 

“There is one other issue that is critical to learning style – the role of life experiences.”  (Gushee & Jackson, 1996)  I believe life is the most significant learning experience for an individual.  Life can also be a breaking experience for an individual, with God guiding the individual.  Having the right people’s influence, the individual can learn from life;  but if the individual becomes entangled in the wrong company and sin, life can break the individual and the whole personality of the individual is distorted.

 

“They see their work as a solo performance.”  (Gushee & Jackson 1996)  If a teacher sees his work as a solo performance, he would be so preoccupied with the theatrics of the performance that he would fail to realise that there are minds he has to nurture and provide knowledge to, and from whom he too can benefit intellectually.

 

Biblical Discussion:  “Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.”  Matt. 28:19,20

 

This verse tells us that God instructs us, His children, to go out into the world to be missionaries in the world, and teach others the word of God, not only through speech, but also through example.  “He said to them, ‘Go into all the world and preach the good news to all creation’.”  (Mark 16:15)  God instructs us as His children to go out and preach the good news.  There is a difference between preaching and teaching the Gospel, but what ultimately counts is that others listen and put their trust and faith in God.

 

“You must teach what is in accord with sound doctrine.”  (Titus 2:1)  This tells us to teach in sound doctrine, to teach what the word of God teaches us.  “In everything, set them an example by doing what is good.  In your teaching, show integrity, seriousness.”  (Titus 2:7)  This tells us not only to teach, but to be an example to other believers and non-believers so that we teach, not only though word, but also through action.

 

L. Richards says ‘ teach’ sound doctrine.  This means ‘to speak, assert, proclaim’.  What is to be the subject of this vocal instruction?  Not ‘sound doctrine’ itself, but a lifestyle that is in harmony with the revealed truths that shape our understanding of God and of the meaning of life in this world.  This is the reason apostle Paul urges Titus to teach sound doctrine and at the same time, to be an example to all believers.

 

“And the things you have heard me say in the presence of many witnesses entrust to reliable men who will also be qualified to teach others.”  2 Tim. 2:2  This verse shows that even in the eschatological times of apostle Paul, there was a need for Bible teachers who would teach the word of God, not just through word, but also through example.

 

Integration of ideas on topic from other writers:  “Within the gospels, one of the most frequently used designations is the teacher.  It occurs forty-five times – fourteen times he is referred to as Rabbi.  So it is obvious that one of the prominent functions of our Lord during his public ministry was teaching”.  (Howard G. Hendricks, p. 13, 1988)

 

Jesus was a teacher not only through word, but also through example, and this awesome teacher, our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ, is impacting the world today.  “Good teaching, well done, is hard and satisfying intellectual, emotional and physical work.  It is also socially responsible work.”  (Susan Groundwater, Robyn Ewing and Rosie Le Cornu, p. 1, 1998)  There is a lot of hard work that goes into good teaching and the teacher gives of himself/herself emotionally, psychologically and intellectually.

 

A teacher has to be reflective and analytical as he/she will have to make decisions on how to present the subject matter to the learners.  (Kevin Barry, Len King, p. 4, 1998)  The teacher is the one who educates the learner.  The teacher is the one with all the information which he in turn passes on to the learner.  The learner cannot gain these facts by himself.  He relies on the teacher to be a walking computer.  (Anne Forester and Margaret Reinhard, p. 32, 1994)

 

“At present, opinion is divided about the subject of education.  People do not take the same view about what should be learned by the young, either with a view to human excellence, or a view to the best possible life, nor is it clear whether education should be directed mainly to the intellect or to moral character;  whether the proper studies to be pursued are those that are useful in life or those which make for excellence;  or those that advance the bounds of knowledge men do not all honour the same excellence and so naturally they differ about the proper training for it.  (Aristotle)”  (Christopher J. Lucas, p. 47, 1972)

 

“Then as Gentiles began to be accepted into the fold and the old Judaic law was abandoned, the need for a process of instruction in the rudiments of the faith became apparent.”  (Christopher J. Lucas, p. 176, 1972)  This portion tells us, just as in Biblical times there was a need for Biblical teachers with not just heart knowledge, but those who practise what they teach, there was and there is a need for teachers who are able to teach the rudiments of the Christian faith guided and inspired by the Holy Spirit.

 

“It seems to me very dangerous to apply the aims and methods of science to human beings as individuals .. teaching involves emotions, which cannot be systematically appraised and employed and human values which are quite outside the grasp of science.”  (Higet, 1954)

 

In reply to Higet, Gorge replied “So it is with teaching.  Although teaching requires artistry it can be subjected to scientific scrutiny”.  (Michael J. Dunkin & Bruce J. Biddle, p. 18, 1936)  Teaching is therefore an art and a science combined together to form an individual moulding the minds of other individuals.  “Teaching is an activity designed to facilitate the process of learning by providing the desired information, by arranging circumstances, activities and opportunities that are likely to promote skill and knowledge acquisition, and by providing the necessary guides to keep the processes of learning on the desired track.”  (Gavriel Solomon, p. 35, 1992)

 

This tells us that a teacher needs to prepare himself before teaching us that by good sound preparation he should be able to guide the learner on the desired track of learning.  But the key for understanding this paragraph is preparation.  “The teacher talks more than all the students combined.  He manages class activities by giving directions.  He expresses his ideas by lecturing.  He stimulates student participation by asking questions.  The first step toward systematic classroom management is made when a teacher understands how to control his verbal communication so that he can use his influence as a social force”.  (Ned A. Flanders, p. 42, 1967)  A teacher is in control of a classroom of learners (most often) and this teacher influences these learners through word;  that is by teaching and asking thought provoking questions and by action or example.

 

Let us take the example of apostle Paul.  Apostle Paul was not just a teacher of the word but he also practised what he preached.  “As a Jew and a rabbi, Saul of Tarsus knew the Old Testament well.  The similarities between Christ’s approach and Paul’s are not accidental.  Undoubtedly Christ singled out relevant Old Testament passages and taught his disciples the principles by which they were to be interpreted.”  (William Sanford, David Allan, Frederic Williams, p. 3, 1982)  Paul, who was an example by speech and action to the followers of Jesus Christ, followed the example of Jesus Christ himself.  Paul was a perfect teacher who had the gift of apostleship.  When Mahatma Gandhi of India followed the example of Sathyagraha or non-violence, numerous Indians followed him.  He was a teacher of action and example.  He practised what he preached.

 

“An important part of the teacher’s work is to nurture students and to manage information in such a way that each student achieves maximum intellectual, social, physical, emotional and spiritual growth.”  (Kevin Barry and Len King, p. 6, 1993)

 

Jesus, who is the epitome of a perfect teacher at the commencement of his public ministry, did a lot of teaching which equipped and enhanced the people as well as their comprehension of God.  “He taught His disciples and the crowds that followed Him from a mountainside at the beginning of His public ministry.”  (Matt. 5:1).  The central theme of the sermon is summarized in Matt. 5:48, “You shall be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect”.  The word ‘perfect’ does not refer to sinless or moral perfection.  It indicates completeness, wholeness, maturity – being all that God wants a person to be”.  (Thomas Nelson, p. 317, 1993)  This indicates that a teacher in no way has to be perfect.  No one is perfect except God, but a teacher has to mould the mind of a learner to bring it to intellectual and spiritual maturity.

 

In the same way, the word of God nurtures and matures our mind.  When Jesus ascended to heaven He sent His Holy Spirit on the earth.  The Holy Spirit is our Guide and our teacher.  (Acts 2:3)  “The promises of divine instruction given in these verses pertain to several areas.

 

 

  1. Instruction in “all things:  (John 14:26);
  2. Recollection of Christ’s past utterances (14:26);
  3. Guidance into “all truth” (16:13);
  4. Declaration of future events (16:13);  and
  5. Revelation of the “deep things” of God (1 Cor. 2:10).

 

Examining these verses will help us see how the Holy Spirit specifically conducts his teaching ministry.”  (Roy B. Zuck, p. 36, 1978)

 

When did the real surge into learning come about?  This occurred in the 13th century.  The 13th century is called the “wonderful century of the medieval world”.  It was in this century that universities were raised up and the scholars got the resources together.  (Ellwood P. Cubberley, p. 241, 1948).

 

Ministry Application:  “When we integrate all these terms and concepts into our notion of teaching, what do we discover.  First the teaching ministry is one of shaping lives, not simply one of passing on even true information.  Second, Christian teaching deals with every aspect of our lives.”  (L. Richards, 1987)

 

To be a Christian Bible school teacher, one has to have a close relationship with God and His word.  “It simply means bringing the insights of Scripture to bear on the daily lives of learners by modelling, instructing, encouraging, advising, urging, exhorting, guiding, exposing and convicting.”  (L. Richards, 1987)

 

Therefore a Christian teacher has to know and apply the Scriptures in his own life so that he would be able to put forth what he has learned in his life to the life of the learners that he is called to encourage.  Therefore, I believe that it is not just the teaching skills or just the knowledge of the word of God, but both these principles which complement each other, and guided by the holy spirit, that make a good teacher.

 

Conclusion:  In conclusion, I would like to say that to be a Christian teacher is an awesome responsibility, not just for the learners, but also a responsibility before God and for God.  “What really counts in the end is whether a person’s mind is radically transformed by Christ and so spiritually attuned to the mind of Christ, that he thinks instinctively from the depths of his mental being in a way worthy of God.”  (Kenneth O Gangol, p. 74, 1988)

 

Therefore it is not just the learner, but also the teacher who benefits from the word of God.  As the teacher equips the learner, the teacher’s life is enhanced by the word of God.

 

BIBLIOGRAPHY

 

Barry, Kevin & King, Len, Beginning Teaching, David Barlow Enterprises, 1993.

 

Barry, Kevin & King, Len, Beginning Teaching, Social Science Press, Katoomba NSW, 1998.

 

Cubberley, Ellwood P., The History of Education, Constable and Company Ltd, 1948

 

Dunkin, Michael J. & Bidolle, Bruce J., The Study of Teaching, USA, 1974.

 

Forester, Ann, The Teacher’s Way, Margaret Reinhard, Toronto, 1994.

 

Gushee & Jackson, Preparation for Christian Ministry.

 

Hayford, Jack W., Hayford’s Bible Handbook, Thomas Nelson Publishers,

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Lucas, Christopher J., Our Western Educational Heritage, USA, 1972.

 

Nelson, Nelson’s Complete Book of Bible Maps and Charts, Thomas Nelson Inc. Nashville, 1996.

 

O’Gangel, Kenneth O. & Hendricks, Howard G., The Christian Educator’s Handbook on Teaching, Baker Books, Grand Rapids Michigan, 1998.

 

Oser, Fritz K., Dick, Andreas, Patry, Jean Luc, Effective and Responsible Teaching:  The New Synthesis, Jossey-Bass Inc. Publishers, 1992.

 

Raltis, James, Pancella, John R. & van Ness, James S., Studying Teaching, Prentice-Hall Inc., New Jersey, 1967.

 

Sanford, William, Allen, David, William Frederic, Old Testament Survey, Michigan, Zondervan, 1982.

 

Teaching Challenges and Dilemmas, Victoria Australia, 1998.

 

Tenney, Merril C., Pictorial Bible Dictionary, Zondervan Publishing House, Michigan, 1963.

 

Zuck, Roy B., The Holy Spirit in your Teaching, New York International Bible Society, New York, 1978.

A Humble Prayer

This song is sung for the underprivileged people around the world here in the west we must be so thankful for running water, shelter and food above all God who watches over us. Many people in the third world have nothing but we can give them hope not just by financial help but by prayer as well. God help the poor, the down trodden, abused women May Our Great God be ever present in there lives as he is in ours.

East Meets West Love Story

(From this moment life has begun, From this moment you are the one , right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness And for your love I’d give my last breath From this moment on.) ]

 

I was single for a long long time I had never dated till I was 26 in the year 2005 I never had a boyfriend partly because I was not allowed to and partly because I was busy with university and work.

 

In August 2004 I came to study in Belfast at the university. I wanted to know what dating was about and got unto this dating website and one day I got this letter from a computer geek called Mark who wanted to meet up with me. We exchanged phone numbers and started having long talks.

 

In October 2004 we went out on our first date I wore a denim skirt and leather jacket with brown boots and my husband my knight in shining armour came in an bright orange shirt talk about God spotting him for me from all other potentials that bright orange shirt definitely helped.

 

He came over and I was waiting for him with my best friend he got down from the car, he had spiky hair, over six feet tall my best friend whispered he looks like a football player I thought I may not be a wag but this guy has some potential for future prospects because there was immediate chemistry.

 

He came over and gave me a big hug. I usually being formal just shake hands but I loved his spontaneity  and he took me to this restaurant called Olio. I did not understand the Irish menu where we usually have a starter, a main course and dessert. So I asked him to order for me.He liked that I trusted his judgement but mostly because I was not familiar with western food.

 

So there came the starter and I not knowing thought that was my main course it was a finely prepared aubergine and I started fuming I thought that was all I was getting. I thought we might as well have gone to Mac Donald’s where he could have afforded my cheese burger.But as he looked into my eyes there was a spark of attraction but I was very  upset with the aubergine till the waiter came with pink salmon in white sauce.

I thought this is a man who knows how to treat a woman right.

 

He reached out his hands to mine and held them and I thanked him for taking  for this date.We laughed alot thinking what his parents might say when he brought me home in my traditional attire telling them “ I come on big bird to to Northern Ireland”

 

They were surprised to see me but they were gracious, Now it was time for Mark to meet up with my parents. My father being a strict Anglican Priest looked at Mark and the first thing he said was no kissing. Mark was surprised but agreed.

 

In the fourth month of dating just before we got engaged in December I was lying in his arms and he looked into my eyes and asked me what would you do if I kiss you and I humbly answered I will kiss you back and then I knew this was the man I wanted to marry.

I kept myself a virgin for this tall kind man who loved me knew about my depression problem yet wanted to marry me.In December 25th 2005 we got engaged and on May 20 2006 we got married.

Life has not been a bed of roses but our Love for each other helped us cope through the difficult times and we promised each other we will be there for each other through the good times and the bad times.

 

We have been blessed with a beautiful baby girl who brings us so much of joy and the centre of both our lives.

 

“I give my hand to you with all my heart,Can’t wait to live my life with you cant wait to start you and I will  never be apart my dreams come true because of you, You’re the reason I believe in Love from this moment on.”



A poem dedicated to my grand mother the mother of my mother Mrs Ranjitham Jeyaraj

She was warm, loving and caring

Her love and sweetness with others sharing

Her simplicity and gentleness endearing

She never asked always gave

Gave of herself to her husband and children

Raising up her children, grand children and great grand children to be strong, intelligent, capable women and men,

Love was her first name,

Humility her second

One day the God Almighty decided to come down and pick a diamond of a man or a woman to place in His splendorous palace,

He picked my grand mother a woman of love, charm and grace

A Poem About “Us”

Our Wedding Day

He came into my life one beautiful October,
We dated all through November,
We were a couple, who people would remember,
He was tall and Caucasian and I was short and Indian,
It was love at first sight and he asked me to marry him within a month in December,
Much to my delight and that kiss after he put that ring that to my finger did cling was an evening to remember.
It was now or never,
When we spoke our vows it was forever,
He turned out to be a caring husband and lover,
I turned out to be great cook and soon to be  mother,
We are both different yet similar,
Love crosses boundaries, races, discrimination and racism erases,
I love his spiky dark brown hair.
He has a flair in combing my long black tresses.
Our customs,  habits, and dresses different
Yet our difference the other pleases,
Integration into society of another culture is a process that needs a Moses.
With each one taking the hand of the other as we travel over land and water.
We have been and lived in each others lands as compatible as holding hands.
We may be complexion shades apart, but our love for the other will never depart.
As we made a covenant between each other in front of man and God,
We are a union and till our life ebbs away we will share sweet communion,
With God and man as husband and wife, till everlasting life.
Keeping away from all anger and strife
And darling thank you for making me your wife.

My Shopping List

My husband told me he was going shopping to our departmental store and asked me what I would like and this is what I said,

1. A bag of humility

2. A fresh carton of tenderness

3. A bunch of sweetness

4. A big bag of understanding the word of God

5. A bottle of joy that bubbles over as we shake it

6. A fresh packet of thankfulness

7. A bar of gentleness

8. A yard ofpeace

9. A carton of faith

10. A blanket of love

11. A dozen prayers for loved ones and friends

12. A camping tent of laughter

13. A baseball bat of fun

14. A piano of practice

15. Two shirts of praise

A house of prayer and before you go darling give me a kiss of commitment.

Speak Lord Your Servant is listening

I was angry that I was not what you call “one of the most successful” people in the world.

I had not won a noble prize, I did not have tons of money, I was not one of the most bold and beautiful people in the world, I did not have very many friends and I well I was just me.

Me who was misunderstood, me with a history of depression and me trying my hardest to be loved and accepted by society.

So I went up to God in my prayer time and asked Him the Almighty why is it that I am misunderstood, why is it I do not have very many friends, why is it I have to strive so hard to let people love me? The Almighty answered when I was in the world dear one no one appreciated me, no one gave me a private jet to fly about and do miracles in. The teachers of the law wanted to have nothing to do with me, I was misunderstood I was beaten I was forsaken yet I did it for you so that one day you will understand what it is like to be my disciple.

Do not strive so hard to be accepted by society and let it not pressure you that people don’t understand you,Strive for my presence to shine in you and through you so that by your actions and your words you do not look for man’s glory but my glory manifested in you to bring many to my Kingdom.

Be a channel of peace, be an instrument of love, be an instrument of love and blessing to the people and the world around and daughter remember do not hold a grudge wear forgiveness like a garland around your neck then you will be all that I want you to be.

Speak Lord your servant is listening.

On Being Black

On Being Black

A little boy sitting all alone, no one to play with

Children running around him, few stop to call him names

Others just ignore him

Bewildered, this little boy looks at his hands

They are as dark as the earth around him

He looks at the children who are playing

It is then that it dawns, he is a different colour

He goes home and says

No one to play with, no one cares for me at school

People call me black and a fool

Why is it Mummy? Have I done something wrong ?

Or is it because I am black ?

A little girl smiled at me yesterday

I gave her a pretty flower

She said ‘Thank you’ as she looked up

Her mother dragged her away and told her not to talk to me

Mummy, is it because I am black?

I went walking home the other day

And there a group of boys punched me

Beat me and called me names

Then they stabbed me, I remembered no more

God, is it because I am black?

I walked through the pearly gates

Angry with God for making me black

Black as the soil of the earth

Curious to see this God who made people black and white

I looked into his eyes filled with pain, anger and grief

God, why did you make me black ?

He looked into my eyes

Tears rolling down his cheeks as he hugged me

Knowing now He felt the pain that I felt

He looked at me again

Holding my shoulders he said

“Son, I too was black”.

Why I feel called to serve God

I want to be a servant of God,

You may ask me why,

That is between God and me and nothing can destroy,

The love of God for me.

He saved me from the pangs of death when I was about to die,

For He has a purpose and this purpose is I

I wrote this poem on August  1989 when I was 10 years old.

My father Rev Rajkumar Sathyaraj in 1989 was the spritual co-ordinator to about 2000 students in an engineering college called Karunya in Coimbatore India. This college was started by one of the greatest evangelists that India had ever known  Late Bro D. G. S. Dhinakaran. This college was situated in a beautiful country side surrounded by mountains and lovely green fields.

Dad usually spoke at the Sunday evening service. That remarkable and special sunday in August my dad urged the young people to give their lives in serving the Almighty to go out to the communities, to their cities, to the mission field and as many teary eyed young people re- dedicated their lives in serving God I was one of them. From that moment on the passion to serve God grew in my heart.

As I grew up I got involved in serving God at the Sunday school of our church called St Mark’s Cathedral in Bangalore India, I also got very involved in Campus Crusade for Christ in Bangalore India and I went about to little huts trying to explain the four spiritual laws to the people living in these huts  in my broken tamil always fitting in an English word now and again to the words that slipped my mind in my language.But God was merciful and many people asked me to pray for them so in my broken Tamil with English rushing to my rescue to words that evaded my bilingual mind.They understood my prayer and I had to hope that God touched their heart.

God brought me through failure in my final exam in school when I failed by 5 marks in mathematics they sent my paper for re-evaluation but it did not work I got A’s in English, Home science  and History but because of this failure in maths I had to redo my exams it was a terribly humiliating process but I spent more and more time at the feet of Jesus and sometimes I would be be awake almost the whole night talking to Jesus I had a prayer mat as big as a carpet in my room and I had two pillows I gave Jesus the better pillow to rest on and I would kneel on the not so soft pillow and just talk as I would talk to my best friend and confidate.And I would hear God speaking to my heart or being urged to read a particular verse in scripture.I eventually passed and moved on to university and then to Sweden.

In Sweden I joined the street mission and sang on the streets alone with my British friend Natile Chen and I aslo devoleped a  few fans during my street mission and was able to minister to a lot of people on the streets in the cold swedish climate. I remember one time singing in the street and this couple was kissing right in front of me I guess they liked my music 🙂 but it was difficult to sing with a straight face.

So I still feel called to serve God and He knows the future and the commitment I made at 10 years of age 20 years ago has not gone waste. God still remembers me and I know that He the Mighty God will open the right doors at the right time.

Romans 8 :28 says For we know that all things work togather for good to them that love God to them that are called according to His purpose.

A lot of bad too had happened in my life like my depression that struck me out of the blue but you know what God has been faithful and helped me through it and has healed me and still is healing me of the residue of the roots of this sickness.

Jer 29 :11 For I know the plans I have for you plans for good and not for evil plans to give you a future and a hope.

God has a plan , a purpose, and a call in every believer’s life it is up to us to either accept his call or reject it.

I urge you accept His call and watch Him use you and bless you for the extension of His Kingdom on earth.

Amen

To Isaac with Love , A love story

I grew up in Mespotamia in the town of Nahor. I was always a curious girl, curious about the world around me, curious about the God who made man and woman, cattle and sheep and camels. Curious about well…I will tell you later. I loved playing games with my maid servants and playing with my brother Laban. My mother always tried to tame my wild streak as she called it. I always wanted to travel, to see places that were different to my own. My favourite time was to climb up a tree close to my home and dream. Dream about travelling, dream about the man I would one day marry, believe me I had no clue who or where he was, but it was nice to dream any way. People used to tell my mother I was beautiful as they saw me running around the well with my maid servants but she only shook her head and said’ if only she were more tame’. I loved animals, my father had a lot of sheep, cattle and camels. I would spend a lot of time playing with them .As I grew older I felt a sense of destiny, I felt that one day life would offer me more than just playing hopscotch with my maids.

I had a cousin from my mother’s side who was now beginning to show a great interest in me but he was not the prince charming I was dreaming about. I think it was his greasy hair yet I was now sixteen and some of my friends were already married. Would I ever meet the man of my dreams? Would I ever bear children? Would I travel? Would I find God who created the earth? Would I? Would I? Suddenly I heard my mother calling Rebekah, Rebekah. I ran towards her. I usually ran and seldom walked. She asked me to go and fetch some water for her. I loved going out so I put on the new purple garment that my mother chose for me put the jar on my shoulder and of I went. I learnt many things from my mother but one thing I knew I possessed was the gift of hospitality.

I went towards the well with two of my amid servants who were teasing me about my greasy haired cousin, suddenly I saw this old man with about four younger men and ten camels. The man looked very tired, he looked at me and I looked back. He looked at me some more and I smiled, I was used to people looking at me but this was a look of destiny. I felt a tugging in my heart that something big was about to happen. Then he smiled came up to me and asked me for a drink. I then looked at the camels and the four men and they all looked pathetically back at me so I ran to the well and drew some water for the men and the camels. Now the camels and the men looked very happy and I was glad.

I looked into the eyes of the old man and they were bright with a sense of purpose he then took out a beautiful nose ring and two lovely bracelets and put them on me. I always loved jewellery especially earrings and bracelets and I did not understand why he put this jewellery on me, I did not think he fancied me he was more like my grandfather. He then asked me if there was room in my home in my home for all of them to stay and my maid servants who were eyeing the four younger men on the camels looked at me and nodded so hard that I thought their heads might fall off. It was then I introduced myself, I was never the one to keep a secret, always spoke my heart out so I told him, I was the daughter of Bethuel. Betheul my father was the son that Milcah bore to Nahor. The old man had tears in his eyes, he held my hands and he then bowed down and prayed to a God, a God I wanted to know about so much more. I could not wait to run home and show my mother the jewellery and introduce my parents and brother to this man. Once we got home and the supper was laid out the old man started telling us about our great uncle Abraham and his son. I was excited, could this be the man I dreamed about the past six years on the tree next to my home .I now knew that this was the sense of purpose and destiny that tugged at my heart.

I was going to travel. I was going places. I was going to marry this unknown man in a far off place. The man I dreamed about since the time I was a little girl on the tree, my mother and my brother Laban wanted me to stay another ten days before I left but I felt an urgency in my heart and in my spirit that this was my destiny, this was my purpose and this was the man I was going to marry. I felt excitement and curiosity, what will this man look like? Will he find me attractive? What will my first kiss be like? I got ready for travel. I would miss my parents and my brother Laban yet I knew I had a destiny to fulfil. This was my life. This was my destiny. This was meant to be and this was my call. We had a long journey then from a distance I saw a tall man with strong shoulders coming towards us. I asked the old man who he was, he said this was Isaac, his master. As he said the name Isaac my heart skipped a beat .Being brought up with the values and culture of my family I covered my face with a veil. Isaac came towards us ,he held out his hand to help me down the camel. Our eyes met for the first time, there was chemistry I blushed as I got down ,I slipped and his hands held me tight. It was then that i knew that I belonged  I belonged to Isaac .Isaac took me into a beautiful tent which belonged to Sarah his mother he gave me some goat’s milk and some dried fruit .He said a prayer holding my hands as we sat on the soft crimson cushions .He told me about Yahweh that his father Abraham had told him about and I believed. He then took a golden goblet and poured wine into it .we both then made a covenant with Yahweh that we would love Him, serve Him and follow Him. Isaac then promised to love, cherish and honour me. I promised to love, cherish, honour and follow him wherever he would go, obey him and be the best wife I could be for him  .I now knew I belonged to Isaac ,he took the veil of my face and kissed me. It was then I knew what God had prepared for me. God had prepared me for Isaac. That was my destiny. I have never looked back since. Yahweh be praised.